3/27/06 11:41 pm
i'm so sad...
i was watching the instant star special thing... and while she was singing some of her songs, it totally reminded me of when i borrowed helena's instant star cd... like that time frame. (like you know how music brings you back to that time when you heard it? like 'baby one more time' brings me back to grade 7 blue pod because that's when i heard it so much...) anyways, that was the time when i started working and when i first met neil... and i'm so sad. reminds me of a better time. i can't believe in a year, so much has happened. and so much money has been spent. sigh.
you know the other day, i had a dream about neil. it was so weird, cuz i was in some place, and the wall was full of drawers, and i just closed mine, and then neil comes in. then i said something or something, and my bio TA was like, "obvious much?!?" i kinda really miss adam too.
sigh. i meant so many great guys last year. i haven't met any yet this year. sigh. what a life.